February 2012
18 posts
I bugged out and couldn’t get on the plane. I can’t believe I let things get this bad. I can’t believe I let my health get this bad. I haven’t truely known myself for over 6 years now. I’ve lost myself. The events of last week made me realize that I really let myself go. I let myself hit rock bottom. If there was something below Rock bottom that’s where I would...
Are you fucking kidding me. Like why is it noone can grow the fuck up and stop with the drama. Seriously done. I’ve cut enough people out of my life that some more wont hurt. I’m over being included into people’s drama. Big changes are coming my way, an I honestly don’t think my friends realize, that I’m not chilling with anyone that has drama. Over it. Been over it...
Crazy to think that in seven days my life will be drastically changing. I’m so fucking nervous, but kinda excited. I’ll finally be back in the sun. I hope to finally find myself. I hope to be a happier person. Oii just thinking of it gets me all nervous.
“Had the idea of the perfect hiding spot for your stash. Go to a sex shop, and...”
– hishdeas
I guess you can say I’ve hit rock bottom. I guess you can say I’ve given up. My hearts broken and my heAd is a mess. I’m all alone in this mess of a life. I’m no longer happy with who I am and how my life is. I no longer know what to do. I know longer want to try. I’ve never felt so hopeless. I’ve never felt so alone. I’ve never felt so out of control. I...
January 2012
191 posts
Somebody I usto know →
These kids are adorableeee
Perfecting the booty bounce.
Lately I’ve been doing a lot of thinking. I got asked out on three dates. It’s funny. Anyway, I’ve been thinking a lot about Christopher lately. I miss him. I wonder why he never talks to me. I mean I knew he hated me, but I thought he was slowly getting over that. Whatever , I’m not gunna try and always talk to someone that clearly doesn’t wanna be bothered. It just...
My horoscope for today.
You may be interpreting someone’s recent behavior as cold and distant. You probably feel that this person doesn’t want to interact with you, is angry with you, or doesn’t think much of you. But you’re considering only your own insecurities. A special relationship is now experiencing some friction or distance, but it is not due to anything you have done or said, and it...
Lately more bad days then good. Oh well. thankyouformakingmesmile
Let me set this straight.
Don’t be an asshole after I open up and tell you we can’t talk or be friends. Your my ex fucking boyfriend. Who used me after we broke up. I need time to get over it and you. Unlike you it was love, it was real for me. And I need time to finally get over that and you. I need to get over the fact that you never gave a fuck anyway. You didn’t, Rick didn’t, Taylor...
